Non Military PTSD

 

In my 20’s and 30’s I had numerous traumatic events happen to me.  Truthfully I’m surprised I survived many of them.  I can name one – when I was 23 I was held up at gun point by 3 gang guys while checking my mailbox at my townhouse community in Phoenix, AZ where I lived.  I’d just got divorced and dropped my 19 month son off at his Dad’s house for the evening.

These gang guys walked around the corner as they were putting bandannas around their face and held a gun sideways within inches from my face and told me to get down on the ground and give them my car keys.

Well something overcame me and it became a “HELL NO” moment.  I began yelling at these young hispanic gang bangers, threw my car keys down on the ground toward them, turned my back and ran to the nearest walkway.  I thought to myself, “If they shoot me in the back, at least I will have made it to a door.  I’ll be able to get the bullet out of my back in the ER, I’ll make it.”

 

Have you ever had a moment where a traumatic event occurred but your inner voice told you that you’ll make it out alive?

 

That was what happened in this moment.

The gang guys looked stunned that I yelled at them as I threw my car keys on the ground in front of them.  My slip on shoes went flying off as I turned and ran to a neighbors house, beating on their door asking them to “call the cops, call 911 please”.

Whew, brings the fight or flight response just thinking about this with my heart racing as I remember feeling so violated, yet excaping the worse kind of violation that could have happened to me by them – being taken to a second location and possible rape.

I made it to a neighbors door around the corner without getting a bullet in the back.  The sudden light flash of intuition I received in that moment that caused me to act instinctively was thankfully spot on.

I later learned I responded in the exact way that is needed.  Make a scene and do not let yourself be taken to a second location… get away, run and get to help.

Thank God my son was not in his car seat in the car.  This was a wake up call big time for me.  After this event I moved to Scottsdale, AZ and always lived in safe neighborhoods while raising him.

I still always have an exit route when I’m alone, cycling or in an area I don’t feel quite safe.

 

I did not have the name, non military PTSD back them, but that is exactly what I had for years.  This was not the only trauma that happened to me.  I had two pretty devastating subsequent traumatic events happen to me when I was 17 and a senior in high school, prior to this and some trauma events happened after this as well.

 

I was later told by a channeler that I went to for advice that those gang guys were stunned by my Angels and Guides bright light.  They were frozen by a higher light just for a moment allowing me time to yell at them, scream and run to a door for help.  I knew in an instant what to do and that I would make it.

Energetically speaking this trauma was the 3rd traumatic event that took place in my life in a 6 year period.  If the original trauma is not cleared, healed and release from our body and our light body we end up attracting similar sudden painful events into our lives.

This is what I have noticed with my clients over the years.  The original traumatic event is still stuck in their body and energy bodies in the form of a trauma grid or an darker implant type device that was triggered just before or during the traumatic event and the frequency of this darker implant type device in them is still emitting a signal of trauma and pain from within them.

 

When we get flashbacks, usually this is because the trauma grid or darker device within is that was triggered from the trauma has not been lifted up and out of us by a higher light team that knows how to do work on our light body, crown chakra and brain to heal this trauma at the core.

 

I was stuck in a pain loop of trauma, flashbacks, more pain… attracting people that did not have my best interest at heart most of my 20’s and 30’s all because the original trauma was not healed at the core.  Had it been, my life would have been a whole heck of a lot more full of joy and goodness instead of a repetitive pattern of attracting more painful events and people into my life.

I believe I chose the path I took for a reason.  I came here as a Seraphim Angel (and an Andromedan Galactic being) from the higher realms to earth to experience pain and trauma in my early years to be able to bring through the Archangel Crystal Lights later to heal my own pain at the core and helps others heal their trauma and pain with the higher assistance of the Archangels and Seraphim Angel Healing Team.

 

Here is a letter I channeled from Archangel Michael and the Seraphim Angel Healing Team regarding non military PTSD and trauma…

 

“Our Dearly Beloved,

Your journey is being watched over by us and by many benevolent beings of light.  You have come to this point and time with many bruises and scrapes, yes?  We are so sorry for the pain and loss you have felt.  We know the journey has been treacherous at times.  

Old traumas may be coming to the surface for release at this time.  Be willing to sense into the root of the pain, the root of the issue.  

The earth is at the precipice of great change, as you know.  The healing happening within Mother Earth’s belly and heart is one of tremendous healing and release.  The changes and release occurring within Mother Earth herself is connected to the need to release all that no longer serves you, just as Gaia has undertaken.  

What helps you be free from pain starts deep within you.  On a multidimensional level old pain and traumas are releasing for you also.  What no longer serves you or your soul’s calling, your earth mission is being brought up to the surface for healing at the core of you.

You are multidimensional by nature and have a vast number of places in which you reside.  What brings more peace to your heart, do more of.  

Sometimes there is a big belching happening from within your embodiment of the old pain and trauma wanting to be release so intently that this causes you to feel out of sorts or out of place in your current circumstances.  

We want you to know that your prayers are heard and do work.  Continue asking for higher assistance from us with these matters.  

Be aware of those things that may only bring you temporary pleasure to mask the pain that may have a negative lasting effect upon your body systems.  This is what your soul is helping you become more free of… any illusion of healing the pain with only band-aids, but not cleaning out the wound properly.

Clearing space within your body systems with the traumas, receiving complete healing for them, makes room for your true soul’s purpose, why you were put on this earth to begin with to present itself.  

Let your thoughts be gentle on yourself, none of it has been your fault.  

All that you are is much more than can be perceived in human form.  You are celebrated by us for your courage, bravery and openness to learn.

May you feel our love, this day and forevermore.

Namaste’ 

Archangel Michael & The Seraphim Angel Healing Team”

 

I’d love to know what insights you received from this post and how it helped you.  I look forward to hearing from you in the comment section below.  What you have to share may help other’s who feel the same way you do.

 

May you light the way for others so all can find their way back home.

 

In Love & Grace,

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